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Materialistic.

The last word that I wanted to hear from him. So I walked away, fist shaking, mumbling and crying. How could he? I did not glanced before leaving as i usually do coz I hate leaving, all sorts of parting ways "moments" as I call it.

It was back in college when I met that insensitive guy. He was the usual seatmate, I had in bio-lab and all he could do was ruin my 9am class. He keeps on borrowing my materials to the point that I had nothing to use for myself and all I could do was STARE! Oh boy! It all started to that. Then we end up dating and the whole class was teasing us and  I felt like Im trapped! But it feels great somehow. 

Slick as he always been, we became a couple - tragic, believe me! He got me on the day I was drunk! Cool huh?! How could he possibly believe me when i'm under the spell of the alcohol? DARN! Tha'ts all I can say when I just blurt out the word "okay." Well, why cry over the spilled milk afterall? I dunno. 

Let me tel you in detail. 

                      leave me dumbfounded.

                      i will gently touch you

                      plead for you to stay

                      stay out of trouble

                      nothing more to say

                      it ai'nt another drama

                      i can't pull one today

                      coz you ain't gonna

                      see me again that way

                      quite slow

                      how we part ways

                      but you did'nt know

                      i regret those days

                      now you're too far from here

                      and my steps are heavy

                      i wish i'd someday unknowingly hear

                      your voice that kept me happy

                      glad that you're back on track

                      while i'm not

                      coz you painted my world black

                      but things happen just like that

                      so i can't stop

                      thinking about you

                      since you left me in doubt

                      and i left you, you, you

                      still miss it

                      miss all the smiles

                      now this part will be unrhymed

                      coz i'm crying and dying inside

                      miss it,

                      i do.

                      do you?

                      i know what you would say. stop it right there.

                      the poetic me just left. Rei took over.

                      she's really impatient to say:

                      can't really go on,, and on and on

                      without

                      you.

                     rei_rina0306

dami kong gagawin ah..

cramming nanaman sa thesis..

shit tlaga nagkasama sama pa sa social dance

fucking shit tlga..

kaisnis pa dito sa library panu ba naman kasi nasa likod ko oa yung dalawang school mates ko sa 'tone..

badtrip tlga..

di ako makagalaw..

feeling ko pinaguusapan nila ko..

pero bakit ba?

pakelam ko din naman ba sa kanila ..

hirap kasi sken masyado kong concious sa madaming bagay..

gaya na lang neto..

wla kasi kong confidence..

fuckshit talaga..

landi ni girl..

feeling napakaganda eh payatot naman..

hhuuuuuffffff.................